Living. REALLY Living…..

Living our lives Honestly is the greatest Truth we can Live. Coming out of repression, deception & self-rejection is one of the greatest gifts we can all give Ourselves and each other. It’s how we draw closer to The Divine. Whether its addiction, self denial about our sexuality, overeating, hypocritical religious lifestyles (expressed as anger and prejudice in public or private) or inner-rage and self-hatred that only comes out at certain times – these are all signs that we have issues with being Authentic. Being Real. Being with OurSelves. And that translates into how we will treat ourselves and others. I commit to 2012 being the year that I let go completely of anything, including ideas, old beliefs, self-perceptions, prejudices and judgements that NO LONGER SERVE ME! And so it is. PP

Remember??

You may have forgotten, and you my wander around in your lifetime, playing with your self-shame and all the reasons that you’re ‘not enough’, you’re feeling like a ‘worm’ because you’re sinner and deserver to struggle and be stuck?  Just a heads up: YOU are from the Light. We all are. NO exceptions.  And we’re all seeking home. The Light. The memory and home of God. Our natural place from Source, from where we came.  The memory is there.  It’s the Light in all of us, even in the shadows that we live are there to remind us “that’s our home!, Love, the Light.” Our reality. We’ve twisted and turned the truth, creating religion and ideas, philosophy and ‘truth’s and way’s.’ But we’ve gotten off tack, wandering away from our Essence.  So live like who you are, a being from the Light.  And if you feel you’re not, or you feel you don’t deserve it without something other than it BEING who you really Are, who you Already are, just remember, (Re-Member yourself) for one moment, the spark, the glimmer, the flicker of Light and you’ll quickly recollect who you really are. There is a great Re-Membering occurring right now. It’s happening en-masse. It’s been called the Quickening for many hundreds of years. The Rapture by a few. The Shift, Great Awakening…it doesn’t matter what you think you’ve secured by naming it, it’s still happening. Re-Remembering. It’s happening now. It’s happening to me.    Peace this morning.  PP

I say…QUESTION EVERYTHING!

For quiet some time now, I’ve been Studying the original Christian Gospels, texts and 2nd century Christianity as a whole. I’m so fascinated by the Historical FACTS of Christianity. It was strictly taboo when I was a kid and young man in Bible University to read back, study and really look into ALL the views of the Christian Faith, alternative views and non-fundamental aspects of the Faith. (FAITH being the key word here). I love Faith, but I REALLY LOVE FACTS! I’m so intrigued by people who have never really studied the origins of their own Faith. I know we were taught that it was ‘opening to the Devil’ if you looked at anything or considered anything other than what we were told. Great mind control, ey? Just don’t open it! (the mind). Most people I knew just believed what they were told. The Gospels, the original Church, texts and especially 2nd Century Christianity and how we have documentation showing how things were done is Fantastic! I Bless everyone for what they Believe, regardless of whether they agree with me or not. We are all from the Light and the Love of the Light, of God is in everything that hath Breath. “Light Breath” I call it. Peace on your Day. PP

Change

Personal and Spiritual development, change, shift, real evolution… Transformation…It all makes you feel like a kid in a candy store.  So much to do.  So much freedom and opportunity.  Onward!

“Life As Medicine”

by Paul Pennell on Wednesday, April 13, 2011 at 8:12am

Everything is Medicine. Sacred. All the Shadows and all its Fears.

Every Thing that haunts us brings the Soul opportunity to look at our crisis and discover where we are & what is going on. The Light is present everywhere. The Light changes everything. Nothing is more devastatingly beautiful and deliciously tragic than being in a pickle and patiently watching rage and emotion surface so we are better able to Ingest these Medicinal experiences – every experience. Every Holy opportunity. The experience that offers and provides us with radical, maximum Transformational opportunity – that Without this potential and space we might remain the same for another period of time – our Soul longing deeper for its Truest connection to the Light. The Source. The Divine.

The Gold is in the Dark but the Shadow brings gifts. Everything is Soul Medicine when we open to the Lessons and Truths in what’s subtly (and not so subtly) going on around us. What we can’t see, yet what we deeply know is accelerating our evolution with each challenge we face.

Accept the Gift of change. Of pain. Of deep discontent. Allow this Holy Medicine to be fully ingested. Allow it to teach us and share where the Light is being blocked.

As we move towards the Sacred, obstacles are removed as we enter into a Life of more recognition of the Divine within ourselves. Deep Peace. Through experiences that many see as mis-directed.

When we open our Hearts, the Light pierces through the Dark, the Shadow, and with great completion and with Holy honor offers us more recognition of Who we really are.

Om Nama Shivaya

Peace. P

“Those who stand closest to the Light cast the Biggest Shadows.” – Jung

Who’s Right?

There’s a beautiful diversity on this planet. The way we all wake up and make our way back Home. So many different perspectives and views. I need patience to tolerate those that believe they’re right and everyone else is wrong. I’m getting better at it. At allowing and forgiving those who Judge others for ‘their journey.’ I certainly believe they, you, we have our own Journey Home and how we get there is a beautiful path of discovery. As a former bullied, depressed, suicidal gay kid, I’m so grateful for all of those who forced me to go within and find the Light. Who followed me around and mocked me into my own Inner self. Whose actions catapulted me at 12 into an involuntary Journey into the midst of Hell and delicious discovery of my own Bright light. My own relationship with The Divine. I guess without these bullies’ ‘in-difference’ towards me I would never have the Peace & Joy that I have now or be with those in my life that now so passionately are in love with living in the Light. So grateful today. No matter how different you are from others, remember that you have a choice and you have a choice to be the Light or be the Hell for those around you. Give peace. Forgive. Bless those that curse you and realize that you are only WHO YOU ARE because Grace has chosen to be with you. And no matter how RIGHT you think YOU are or I think I AM, there is only Journey and the way Home travels us many many places. If you deny those who are heading Home their process, you potentially interrupt with their memory of who they really are and interfere with their finding the road to the Presence within. The Stillness. I still have the shadow of thinking many times that “I’m the one who’s right.” This is what I was taught. What my religious upbringing was like. “I know the way, there’s only one and I’m the one who’s found it!” It’s such a beautiful and devastating gift. To release that idea, that Shadow and realize that each one, each relationship through the heart, with the Divine, is an individual process and each one has a karmic directive for their own Journey while on this planet to find THEIR OWN WAY home. Bless those around us who support us in that process. And for those that don’t want us to Wake Up except with THEIR eyes, bless them too. Forgive them for they know not what they do. Bless You, Paul

The Blessing

“BLESS YOU” The “Blessing” is an ancient choice. Although Christians created a version of the blessing in the 700′s, The Original Blessing means to intentionally make sacred or holy by a sacrificial custom or outreach. We literally, through our intent or speech, have the ability to Bless Someone. Bless Others. Bless things. Through this sacred act of Blessing someone we offer a higher space for others to Be. Whether it’s our Political intent or our outlook on how others should be treated, when you Bless someone you offer them the highest form of Wish and Belief & Knowing in power of who they really are. Bless someone. Blessings on everyone. Not just those that have your Faith or believe what you believe, but everyone. We are souls incarnate as humans that have egos. We don’t see purely with eyes of Spirit. not most of the time. Bless each other. Bless me. Bless you! Namaste. Paul P.